Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I woke up yesterday morning with the urge to write, to blog again. I argued with myself, it's been over a year since your last entry I told myself, last year you vowed you'd write, but your motivation waned within 2 months!! As I sat there thinking, I realized I've never finished anything, I have had many endeavors but I have no follow through. I started paralegal classes in 2002, the year my daughter was born, five classes short of an associates degree, we uprooted to Michigan. Left Unfinished. Once I got over my depression, I attended Michigan State University for 2 years but had to uproot and moved back to Texas. Regardless of what I set out to do, one long, busy weekend can and will derail me. Oh and what a single economic setback does to me, I'd rather not say. I think I'm getting worse & worse about this, I wonder am I losing my will to live? How can I become a person who finishes, I'm not even sure what a 'finish' feels like! I don't want to be a quitter, but is that what I've always been?